Maria

Last year about this time I was pretty much at my lowest.

I was just stuck emotionally, financially, career-wise, relationship-wise, spiritually,
and my health. I had felt like I had done so much to try to fix me and to make changes in my life, but they were just going nowhere.

I think probably my biggest issue was constant negative uncontrolled thinking. I was in chronic pain and when I did actually get encouraged earlier last year to start some
physical movement program actually injured myself, and that was so upsetting that I became fearful about being able to find a safe way to exercise.

That was the heaviest I’ve ever been ever really affected my pursuit of a successful career because that was one area of despair as I just could not seem to find a good job or the right job and I had so much failure in that area that I just really couldn’t believe on some deep level that I can.

I just felt like a stupid f-ing failure and I was like never gonna find anything and I was always a be stuck in huge debt.

I think some part of me was actually repelling friendships with women
because I think I just felt so bad about myself my body. I just I couldn’t get up in the mornings. I was still down and discouraged that even getting out of bed was a chore.
Like I was fighting my body because I had surgery eight years ago and I became disconnected from my body. I think when that happened and I didn’t trust it anymore
because it “had failed me” and I couldn’t trust it through work right anymore
or my brain and so I became very I think angry toward my body.

I just was blown away by what you offered, also surprised that it was practical
because I think at first when you present some of your ideas, they seem a little esoteric.

Yeah, little metaphorical, metaphysical, out there, but the steps that you present are actually very practical small steps that you can do one by one every day and you’re not stuck in some weird, you know esoteric place. Your head hoping that that’s going to be pulling down from the heavens and into your body.

No, it was the practical steps where you can change your thinking and where you can do X and Y and it was like I could tell I was different I felt different and I lost weight with hardly trying, you know, the negative thinking I have control over now the false beliefs about myself and stop shame the guilt like they’re just stammering there
for the idea that I could succeed at everything.

I just feel energized and just the miraculousness of being able to shift from I’m
a f-ing failure. I’m never going to find anything for me. I’m going to be stuck working blankety-blank awful job with blankety-blank horrible pay and that’s all gone now. That’s the person of the past.

I’m not her anymore and I am now ready and able to see the potential that I have
and to charged for it and to be proudly asking for it I’ve learn to respect my body more
and to love how she is even though she doesn’t function to perfection.

I have learned how to deal with some of my health issues particularly gut issues by shifting my belief that my body is against me and my body is depriving me of food 
I love by not being able to digest it and having allergies it to a mindset of I am loving my body and my gut by choosing healthy foods and we’re a team, you know, my body is not my enemy and so amazed and excited.

I can actually feel happy thoughts and be able to rest my brain worrying and being in fear and anger and it’s just amazing to just feel good.

If you are ready and willing to put in the time the energy and the effort more than anything to deal with your mindset, your emotional issues as well as being willing to change your lifestyle, then this is the program for you.

If you just want somebody to give you a 10-step program and a shake then this is not for you.

I am gifted I have so much to offer again.